Grammar... KMA I feel sad for loving

sometimes it is not so necessary to dream,

just a cup of tea was needed, instead of a bad tought
so what do i find... just anything better than I
i use to do no comparissons, beacause it's not a good idea
as it's not a good idea to try to be better than it
stupid and empty human being, distant... silent...
reaching everything at range, never thankful

it's so hard to realize, that this is not your smile
not even a caress. It's just a face morphing...
is in those cases when it's better to sleep to try to forget
it is now when i try to dissapear to nowhere
maybe one of those days anyone could understand my toguhts
maybe one of those days i explode and burn to ashes, before you understand... or worst

the harvesting will be as poor as the sowing
tear drops have been harvested when fear has been sowed
and now... maybe you will attempt to calm me down
i wish to hear you singing, i wish to feel you loving me
many thing can be taken for granted, but only one can be for real
there is nothing for free... not even your purest love to me

maybe a teardrop it's not quit enough to heal
and a cry from within could be more accurate to pay
to earn... who knows... not me for sure!
help me to get out of this nightmare
wich i've just awaken to... or bring me your eternal peace...
just let me close my eyes tonight and i promess it will change
(If morning arrives...)